The lot service

The lot for elder and deaconess was at church yesterday. Dan did not get elder! I guess that means we are on our way to Hesston. Actually no one got elder. The whole process has to start over. I'm just glad Dan was in the service yesterday. If he wasn't then we would really be wondering if that was what he was supposed to do and we would have to go through the process next time and that would be torture. I was so nervous yesterday, I was shaking pretty much through the entire service. It is definately a relief to know for sure what we are doing, but having had that short period of time thinking there was a possibility of staying got me more comfortable that I thought. I really want to go, but now I'm trying very hard not to freak out about leaving! I think yesterday I started thinking about what would happen after our two years at Hesston and that is scary! I just have to take it one step at a time I guess, especially considering we aren't even in Kansas yet. :)